MotoGP 2009

I’m back. So glad it’s over.

Twas at Sepang over the weekend pimpin' the chicas for Kawasaki.

Sun-Rain-Sun-Rain. Stressing like a motha! Nonetheless, all my models were vair well-behaved & they did a fantabulosa job!

me & maye

mama-san roamin' around Sepang.

Ee-Jin chompin' down the pizzas

Joycelyn pretendin' to be all lady-like! teehee

with Uncle Josh

right before the rain

i heart Nicky Hayden!

with Emmy Carter

James & Chris dropped by to hola!

James & Chris

Maye & Ben workin' hard *cough*

and here comes the rain.

em' babies of mine

one shot with ze mama-san

ze-end

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Do you know what it feels like to know you're stressed, but not actually feel stressed?

That's how I feel lately. I know I'm stressed, but I don't feel overly stressed or anything. I mean, I'm not like having anxiety, or freaking out in any way. I just know I'm stressed. Mostly because I'm breaking out like a teenager, my ulcer is back and my insomnia is creeping it's sneaky little fucker like ways back into my nights.

So yeah. The stress is there and I can see it, I just don't feel it per se.

Perhaps the reason I don't feel it is because I can see the good and the exciting things ahead as well?

I think I'm a pretty optimistic person, almost to the point of delusional. So I'm really excited about what the future holds and I'm trying to not be so stressed. I just wish my "half glass full" self would tell my ulcer, my pimples and my insomnia, "don't worry, bout a thing... cause every little thing, is gonna be alright..."