
Thursday, November 05, 2009
Happy Birthday To The Man I Love!

Wednesday, November 04, 2009
A Little Breather
ahhhh, finally i can breathe a little. i just want to thank everyone who has given me support over the last few weeks. it's been a hectic but incredibly satisfying time and i'm lucky to have amazing people around me. I haven't slept much in the past 2 days, but feel normally energized. I may possibly having a hypomanic or a beginning of a manic episode. maybe not. But that is okay, you just need to come and follow me around more and see some of the fun things I find myself in the middle of around this funny planet of ours.














So can you see why my blogging has been lacking lately? Rest assured there is no lack of adventures to write about. Everytime I sit down here to try and write something I come up blank. It is rather frustrating to say the least. I just don't know what to plop down here.
The next one's around the corner - Shahrukh Khan Fan Club soft launch
And I'll be meeting both Shahrukh Khan & Tun Mahathir tomorrow night. STARSTRUCK!
Friday, October 30, 2009
FRIDAY I'M IN LOVE
No storm is so bad that you can't learn something from it.
You can grow in a storm. You can thrive. Rain cleans the air.
#I welcome the change. Change is very good and change is coming. I think you have to get on board and embrace change or you will be left far behind.#Went for a hair make over yesterday! It's now 3 shades darker & 3"inches shorter! The reason I got it done was because it was really bright n blond. And I've been growing it out. It might look nice and healthy in my photos but it's been breaking off and it's damaged. I had to go get it fixed! So finally I took sometime off and went to the saloon yesterday and got it fixed. I have to stop messing with my hair! But it's what girls do!
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Let Go Let God
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
THE SHEPHERDOO





Tuesday, October 27, 2009
MotoGP 2009















Friday, October 23, 2009
How are we, my Friday feathered friends?
Yesterday I learnt about how annoying deliciously ironic it is that the thing that sucks most can so often end up morphing into the best thing that ever happened (even though at the time it was awful and we still wouldn’t do it again).
--- I’ve had to get over my dislike of asking for help.
Of course asking for help is something I’m constantly advising other people to do.
I just don’t like doing it myself. And now I’ve had to. A lot.
You find out who your friends are when you can’t operate a pair of tweezers. :)
Seriously. I’ve had to lean on my friends. To test how much my gentleman friend can put up with me (answer: a lot)
--- I get stuff done. Like a madwoman.
When you can only work a little, you do it right.
In the past few weeks I’ve finished projects that normally would have taken way, way longer. Because I’m focused. I have to be.
In fact, there’s no time not to be.
We’ve transformed the way everyone on my team communicates with each other.
It’s knocking me out. In a good way.
--- What do you do when you feel like dirt.
Even though I have no idea why I feel like dirt, this is where I am right now and baby, that’s how it is. For now. Not forever. Just right now.
This feeling of dirt doesn’t define me. It’s not the whole of who I am. It’s just the thing I’m dealing with right now. Even though I hate feeling like dirt, I’m allowed to hate it as much as I want.
Wow. No kidding. Of course you feel like dirt after X happened. That’s a really hard thing to go through. And you’re catching up on sleep. Andyou’ve been dealing with all these other things. And things are changing in your life like crazy now. Who wouldn’t feel like dirt right now?
This is my personal definition of feeling like dirt. And now that I know what it looks like or sounds like or feels like, I can recognize it when it comes up.
Even though I have no idea how long it will take to stop feeling like dirt, I’m going to give myself as much support as I can stand right now. And I’m reminding myself that I am not my thoughts and feelings.
I am larger than all of my thoughts and feelings. I am the being that brings these thoughts and feelings into existence, and I can learn to interact with them instead of being the innocent bystander who keeps getting knocked over by them.
Sure, this too shall pass and all that. But in the meantime — while I’m in it — I’m willing to receive whatever support I can. I am willing to get better at accessing hidden sources of support that fit what I need.
I’m ready for support and kindness from the people in my life … and in the meantime, I’m going to practice giving it to myself because that’s where it starts.
What I would love: thoughts, musings, reactions related to the stuff I’m talking about and the sovereignty thing in general.
What I’d rather not have: critique of the topic, to have my stuff judged or psychoanalyzed, advice.
That's it.
It’s a lot. It’s enough.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
LOVE IN BANGKOK Part Vll














Monday, October 19, 2009
LOVE IN BANGKOK Part VI


sweeping views from the top of Bangkok's second tallest building, the State Tower.

















Friday, October 16, 2009
LOVE IN BANGKOK Part V

















